i just couldn’t keep her. it was a one night stand with an ex, he didn’t want anything to do with me as soon as i told him. i tried to work out how to move out and raise a baby at the same time but i couldn’t make it work.<\/p>\n
the worst part of it all was seeing her, i was a lot further along than what the midwife thought, she plotted me at 6 weeks when the baby looked more 8 and a bit.<\/p>\n
i held her for a bit, then i burried her in a flower pot that is sat on my desk at work. i kept all myscan photos, and to b e honest it doesn’t ever hit me what i did. i just regret it when i see pregnant women or when i think about it too much.<\/p>\n
i couldn’t bring a baby into a world where it’s dad wanted nothing to do with it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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