{"id":19750,"date":"2013-10-07t00:00:00","date_gmt":"2013-10-07t04:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"\/\/www.k12fl.com\/?p=19750"},"modified":"2020-04-06t05:34:09","modified_gmt":"2020-04-06t09:34:09","slug":"abortion-story-903","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"\/\/www.k12fl.com\/abortion-stories\/abortion-story-903\/","title":{"rendered":"anonymous"},"content":{"rendered":"

i was just 18 years old.
\na college freshman with big dreams.<\/p>\n

on the run from abuse,
\nfleeing from date rape
\nthat had been masquerading as love
\nfor the last 18 months.<\/p>\n

my rebound relationship
\ngot serious real quick,
\nwith the appearance of those two pink lines.<\/p>\n

just days before christmas,
\npanic is setting in.
\ni can’t have a baby,
\nit wasn’t in my plan.<\/p>\n

i loved that baby,
\nbut knew what would happen
\nif i brought him or her into the world.<\/p>\n

workin’ 50 hour weeks,
\ncan’t afford diapers,
\ngot too many bills to pay,
\nall my dreams are buried six feet under.<\/p>\n

i am not a monster.
\ni am not a murderer.<\/p>\n

i am your sister,
\nyour daughter,
\nyour friend.<\/p>\n

know that i made my choice
\nout of love.
\nnine weeks, two days.
\ni loved you even then.<\/p>\n

i love you now.
\ni remember you everyday.<\/p>\n

i am not ashamed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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