i was not ready to be a parent. at the age of 21, i was still in school and still trying to figure everything out. i still am trying to figure things out. although sometimes i think about it, its hard to tell people about it.

it was the end of winter break when i learned i was pregnant: my first winter break since transferring into an extremely competitive college.

i had just had a baby in august. a beautiful baby girl. my pregnancy was far then smooth. i was in a abusive relationship and was homeless on and off. my daughter was born perfect though. i ended up getting pregnant again in december with the same abusive man.

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it was early december 2014 and i was a mother to a 5 month old baby boy. unfortunately contraceptives do fail. i hadn't had my period for at least three months and i was extremely fatigued but i blamed that on being a new mother.

i was 22 and in a loving relationship with a great guy i thought i'd marry, but this was right as my eyes were starting to open to the person he really was.