i choice myself over my unborn child november 2019. it was the hardest decision i ever had to make. my heart was always set up to put others before myself and i had so much planned for myself i had so much i want to build and see before i brought a life into the world. i was left to pick up what was left of me and rebuild and go through it alone because my partner didn’t support my decision. i fought many nights of feeling alone or many days being in a room full of people and feeling alone. i’m here to say it’s okay not to be okay. it’s okay but talk about it. open up to somebody or people you trust. people who love you will understand your decision and support you along the way. learn to forgive yourself because the guilt and grief will eat you alive. live in your truth. embrace who you are after and understand you did what’s best for you. also understand that your abortion will forever be a part of you, but it’ll never be who you are. hang in there.