it was just the beginning in february. i was absolutely devastated and unsure what to do. i felt very alone and scared. i didn’t plan on this happening but i wasn’t completely opposed to the idea of having a child either. however, it hit me like a ton of bricks that i would be completely alone to have a child and i wasn’t really ready for. i wish this happened at a different time. but that’s life i guess. i was upset and still am upset about it. i sometimes still cry about it. i went to planned parenthood and took the abortion pill. it sucked going through this process all alone. the physical pain sucked but, is nothing compared to the emotional pain that i’m still feeling now. life happens in unexpected ways but, with time i’m hoping it’ll get better.