i was 18, and i was 6 weeks. i chose a medical abortion. my heart begged me not to do it, but my life at the time wasn’t together.

i already have a daughter that was 2 at the time. i work and provide for her, but i know that i wouldn’t be able to with 2. no college, no car, no place to live except my moms place. the dad had a stable job, made enough money to provide for us, but he wasn’t ready and i didn’t want to ruin his life. he was 19. i think about how life would’ve been with my baby, i really wish i could’ve given him/her a chance. i really regret it, but i just didn’t see another way out…