i got pregnant when i was 19. i thought i was sterile. just low self esteem.

told my boyfriend i was on birth control. when i got pregnant he thought i was trying to trap him. i was immature and bringing a child into the world would have be selfish and a disaster for me as well.

well i got an abortion this was in england where there is no judgement. i have never had a day of regret in my life. i eventually married him and at 30 we planned and had a boy. i only have one child he is turning 21 on monday. my 30th anniversary is next year. i think with my depression i would have died if i had had that child. thank god we have a choice. i have always felt it was the best and right decision.