i started dealing with this guy when i was around 19 years old. we didn’t have sex im世界杯2022亚洲预选赛b组 tely, we waited a few months but once we started we barely ever used protection.

i was on birth control at the time, and had been for years. we were together for awhile, then we just started to sleep together occasionally, like on and off. after a few months of not seeing each other, we decided to meet and just talk but after 3 hours of him begging me to have sex with him, and sweet talking me i caved. my birth control had started to have some negative side effects so i had stopped taking it the month before. i had asked if he had a condom and he said no. i didn’t have one either and we went on to have unprotected sex as we normally did. that night i started to worry and i decided i was going go buy some plan b pills. i got up, met up with my bestfriend and we were on our way. on the way we ran into my other friend and she asked where we were going, i told her and she said i have some plan b pills in the house. the last time i bought them, i bought a few. so because i wanted to save money i was like okay and went to go the pills. i followed the instructions and took the pills. fast forward about a week later, i was feeling extremely nauseous like to the point that i was unable to do anything. thank god, i was on christmas break from school. another week went by, i was still feeling sick, and now my period was late. i’m googling everything i can, pregnancy symptoms, does plan b fail, is it possible i got pregnant over night (lol) all the craziest things because i am trying to put my nerves at ease. the next day, i go to buy some pregnancy tests with my best friend, i took them and they were positive and i cried the hardest i have ever cried. i was so scared, trying to figure out what i would do. i felt like i couldn’t tell my parents. i called my older sister later and we decided first i would go to my gyn to have her verify, then we would inform the guy, then start planning what to do next. from the moment i saw the first pregnancy test i knew i was getting an abortion. i went to my doctor and she verified it and ask me what my plans were. i let her know that i planned on scheduling the abortion. i let the guy and he was the typical jerk. he wanted to know was it his and how did i know, and he turned into a totally different person. i found out that he had another girl pregnant also, but then he told me he couldn’t have kids, and that he wasn’t ready. as a hormonal pregnant young woman, i almost wanted to have the baby out of spite and be petty. i decided not to, i scheduled my appointment, and went to a consultation at planned parenthood. my sister had given me numbers to places that assist with the cost of an abortion. i had half the money i need from them, and i asked the guy for the rest, he acted like i was crazy. i freaked out, and cursed him out aandcried. two days before my procedure and i didn’t have the money. i was even more sick as time went on. i was so nauseous i was unable to eat, i was stressed, scared, and feeling like a train wreck. my sister decided we had to tell my parents so they could help me with the money. my mother was pissed. like she was extremely mad and disappointed. i had to sit down and tell them everything. they said they would pay and go along with me. it was a saturday and planned parenthood was packed. there were so many people, i got called to the back where they did an ultrasound. they asked me if i wanted to look and i didn’t. i went back two more times, once for some type of check up and another time for a mini counseling session. once all that was over i waited some more and then i changed my clothes sat in another smaller waiting room with a television with a few other girls. a little later i had my procedure. i was not ready for children, mentally or financially. i remember the date that i had it because that was day that i changed. before i had been careless and spontaneous but i became so much more conscious of what i was doing. i thought i was invincible and that i couldn’t get pregnant. i matured from this experience and it made me a better person.