i had an abortion almost four years ago, on april 1, 2011. i remember everything about that day. it was the worst day of my life and not a single day has gone by that i haven’t thought about my baby, yet i know i made the right decision.

i was not in a good place to raise a baby and my ex wanted nothing to do with it. in my heart i know i did what was best for it. i loved it and i will spend the rest of my life trying to be a better person so he mattered. i know i will have a baby one day at the right time and with the right person but i will never forget my first pregnancy. having an abortion doesn’t mean i didn’t love it, i loved it so much i did what was best for it.