i’m not sure if you’re still doing this project/website but i have nobody that understands so maybe it’ll help? i was 18 when i made the choice, am 22 now.

i am still with the guy which i feel is good and bad, i’m not sure we would be as strong as we are without the experience but i am also not sure if we would have lasted through a pregnancy. not even my parents know. when i found out the only thing i could think was “no”. had my bf expressed he wanted to keep it i most likely would have. even 3.5-4 years later i’m not sure how i feel about it, i can’t talk to anyone it seems because they either don’t have the experience or an open mind. i don’t feel as though i made the wrong decision, though i do think about it maybe more than i should. the thing i question most is whether or not i’ll be a good mom once it happens because i feel as though abortion shouldn’t be the first instinct that you should feel. anyone else have the same sort of feelings?